i'm sad..... u know i never knew i'd be affected so much but i am, i'm the sort of person who keeps things to myself and then suddenly explodes, so journals are good for me
, u dont have to read them, i just need to get this off my chest.
i've been watching football since i was 8, its wat i eat and sleep (i wish, otherwise i wouldnt be so fat) but when u follow a team for all that time, u get to know the players even though ur miles apart and watching them through a tv. like the truman show i guess.
sevilla are my favourite team, and antonio puerta was one of the youngsters who had just come up two years ago to play for the first team.
the season started on saturday and i was excited cos sevilla were the first match they were televising! it started off good untill before half time antonio puerta collapsed and didnt get up, by the time the medics got there he was awake, but he had to be substituted, later that night i decided to check out wat happend to him and found out that he had had a heart attack, and when he got to the changing room had another, he was on a life support machine in hospital now. i thought he was going to be ok, untill i saw the news yesterday and he was dead , at the age of 23 from organ failure,
ok, the point i'm trying to get at here is, he was so young... now when we see sevilla play next time, he wont be there...
i dont know why i'm affected so much.
anyway i gtg
some are quite old, hope u like 
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